november 6

Finally, all of your efforts are being recognized, dear Cancer. That's not to say that you can now sit back and rest on your laurels - quite the contrary! Now is the time to put your original ideas to the test. But this time, you have the backing of the higher-ups. Don't be nervous; just do what you had planned to do all along. If you work hard, you are likely to see tremendous professional and financial rewards.

Oh, cut the crap! My efforts being recognized?! Rubbish! Well, at least I recognize my own efforts. Sigh! I don't know.. do what I had planned to do all along? That's just going to let everyone down. Yesterday's paper was..... ok..I've got to stop talking about it. The questions are swimming in my head and the answers I had written too. They kept asking if they were right? Seriously, I hope they were, I don't know what to say. I know I sound insane. I am going insane! I can't help it. It's my last year and I don't want to spend another year here.