where has my confidence evaporated to? where has my boldness gone to? where has the adventurous and fearless me fled to? sigh~i have no idea. lately, especially with all the datelines looming, i noticed that i crease my forehead more and more resulting in fine lines. why? when have i become such a worrywart? i have tried telling myself to slow down, to take things step by step and stop worrying myself and that everything will fall into its place just like a puzzle, they will find their place. am i worrying about my memory? oh, i don't know.. there are just too many things to do and achieve with such little time. i noticed that when i was in school, i worried about my results and now when i am working, i worried about money and requirements! oh, hit me! and just now out of a sudden i felt nauseous, my heart even skipped a bit and everything got hot especially my chest when i saw what i shouldn't have, is this jealousy? i hope not..cos it hurts and is not nice. sigh~ *looking up at the ceiling* i am not who i was anymore and i dislike the new me but knowing me, i know i will adapt.